Saturday, June 12, 2010

You know.. I'm already guessing who you are.
My wildest dream is to be able to read my own book on a bookstore.

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 9:58 PM.

Friday, June 11, 2010

I don't exactly know what's gotten in my brain that I suddenly wanted to read Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Saga. Air suddenly fills my head Since I started reading the book. Though, I watched the first two book being put up to the big screen as a piece of crap, I couldn’t resist when my friend told me that she have the PDF format file of the whole saga.

So there it is now, left open on my cellphone, I hung up on middle part of Eclipse and I’m not really sure if I would continue or not.

The story was soooo powerful enough to hover my beingness. Well, I’m honeslty done with fairytales and there come this thing. Swallowing up my thoughts of make believe.

Last week was fun. After I got sick, I immediately left my Tanya a message saying that I’m up to discover my innate skills. She replied saying I’m still sick.

But I am not. So I ran up to me BFF Nika and went shop for clothes. I felt a lot better! After being bedridden for weeks.

Well that’s it, my mind is still on air. It had stopped a lot of things to ponder. Maybe it’s a good thing. No need to think and think and think. :D

What I had been waiting since summer had poured. Just last night.

While the rest of the world feel gloomed, I sat beside the window feeling happy. Yes, I’m sort of weird for loving the rain.

Well here’s the teaser of Eclipse.

I am excited.

I wish I am bella. There, I fanally said it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CScK6D3KROM

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 1:19 AM.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

HaPPY SUnDAy!

What the?

It's been a month? or so, since I last blogged.
But it felt like it had been decades.
Hot summer had drained a lot of boosting elements that usually urges me to do blogging but now..
I'm back! with a whack!

I had been hooked to a Philippine reality show called "PBB Teen Clash Of 2010"

watching it makes my day, especially when I had a chance to see my Ivan during stream.. :))

Well thanks for the free stream.. http://www.justin.tv/meilai02#r=E8SzjTU~
So there..

Well aside from me, being hooked that television show, there are things we [ specially me ] missed out. Like the 2010 election.
The fact that Benigno "Noynoy" Aquino
won, knowing that Estrada [ the former president of the Phil. who wasn't able to finish his term because of Edsa 2 ]
was up to be in the 2nd rank in the presidentiables was shocking!

So if Pres. Cory Aquino did not die and no one pushes Noy Noy to run, it would be Erap all over again???

Am I being sarcastic about the possibility of Edsa 3?

Well, yes I am.

I'm not a registered voter. yes I'm 18 but I had just turned 18.. I think pre-registry ended last November. [ am not sure ] so building up Gibo Teodoro was no use. But it is neither out of the question.

Well we would've done better.
But giving Noy noy a chance wont hurt right?

Well we may hate our government or the people around us, but we cant hate the values our nation was founded on. Yes, the government bureaucracy is corrupt systems are crooked [ if any exist at all ], and people can be sometimes downright stupid, greedy, or worst, evil.
And I hate those pot holes that the city government has left on our street, and I can't stand to see children beg on the side walk. But no matter how things seem to be, however, we can't deny the fact that our forefathers fought for us, against the oppression.
Do you know that we, Filipinos, who introduced People Power to the world?

So much to say but this is where I was born and raised; where I spent my wonderful childhood days, where I stumbled, fell, made mistakes, and well I'll have to admit, learned about life.
Here, too, is where I want to meet the man I will spend the rest of my life with. [ cross finger ]

Wherever else I will go in the near future, it is here where my heart was formed- and that's not always a bad thing. :))

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 3:48 AM.

Friday, April 16, 2010

When I go. No marks shall I left. Memories of mine will vanished, Your memories of me would fade like no one lived in my presence, all wouldnt last, like the ivory sprinkling on morning dew, You may reminded by morn.. but in noon, it'll slowly fade, disapearing by night. If our paths do cross again, I won’t talk to you that day
Cause I’m afraid of sudden weakness I may felt, I’m scared to shift my ways
My eyes will see things they’ve never seen, but I’ve always been here
The time that counts my moments gone will teach me not to fear. Forever.\

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 3:09 AM.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Why so serious?

I don’t know how to start. Back then, I wish my life would be something different from others; I wanted my life to have some spice, a little drama, or something that is unusual. You know the saying “be careful what you wish for” . Now I believe it. I’m just an ordinary girl who wanted to write forever. They say that writers have the most influential life of all, I didn’t believe it, ofcourse, ‘cause if I’ll do believe this, I’ll be sorted out on the writers lists. But as I go deeper on what is currently happening to my life. I could say that I am really a writer, not by choice but by heart. I write non-fiction, “story-tellers” as un-educated people call us. I write stories beyond ordinary person could think of. I do not have any degree in any course-related-writing-crap, but this is what I wanted to be. And I stand proud of it.

I dreamed of having a true family. With a skin, blood, and heart of a human. I thought I had it or have it, but now I don’t know. Feels like I am imprisoned by something I don’t know. I didn’t even know from which side I really am. Should I stick to the “current” and help them through out, not leaving their side for they are the one who had been there with me all along? Or should I just run away, escape, have a better life I always dreamed of, take time to know “the past” so I’ll be able to learn things about them, learn to love them deeper and forget who I was back then where they left me? Or should I just dissolve from everything under the circumstances of these I-wish-just-fictitious things that’s been happening to me? Could I really live by not choosing? Is running away from both sides would make my life even better? If I choose the last thing, will I be able to find myself without the control and brainwash of others? I wanted to hurt no one. I wanted to express my self which I’m never good at. At least I’m trying. Is there even someone who believes that I could write? Or just because they’re my friends, they should not bail on me? I don’t know. Hear my heart. Please?

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 11:21 AM.

Monday, March 22, 2010

College wasn't easy.
Even if you struggle hard enough on the first things, It will still be not enough. As you go deeper or higher, the challenges gets even. Emotional, Social and spiritual [heck?] are needed. The more you will disregard, the higher possibility that you'll end up being set aside, looser, that is.

That's one of the things that I've learned after graduating highschool. You could graduate college without friend, yes. But your first duty would be in a mental hospital!. Come on, even Paris Hilton have BFFs, she even created a reality show in search for them. And she's credibly a hot controversial celeb with a "RE-Pyu-Ta-T-I-O-N" but still, she needs Bffs. What about me? Of-course! I have a very strong interpersonal skills, I would never be left behind, and that's when I found these 7 or actually 6 [since I've known Charlene way back before I stepped on AU] different persons. When I say different, I mean it. At first I'm definitely not into them. But as time passes by, I learned that I dont really need someone who could ride on my trips, laugh at my jokes, love my style, hate what I hate and appreciate me solely. But why we end up together? because a battery has two sides, negative and positive. Shortly, we complement each other... on a very nice way :))

~DESPEDIDA CON RUSELLA
~DESPEDIDA LA ESKWELA
~SOY KAARAWAN ES RUSELLA

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 6:37 AM.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Korean Boy Band ‘Super Junior’ is set to stage a concert here in Manila!!,

this coming April 10, 2010 at the Araneta Coliseum. The concert themed as “Super Junior Super Show 2″ is part of their Asian Tour 2010. MYX and Pulp Live Productions are the primary sporsors of the event.

Super Junior continues to top Philippine Music Chart such as MYX with their song “Sorry, sorry” and have stayed for several weeks as number 1 song in the hitlist.

and

Domination IV!

at exactly the same date :D

Life is too short for those who don not know how to treasure its own.., 4:28 AM.